Sunday, July 26, 2009

Grandma Delta

I have hold off on writing this post for me! I am sorry and this is more for me than anyone else. Since I am using this for my journal!! July 9th I got a message from Ryan telling me that Grandma Delta passed away. I think I felt every emotion I could Sad for me with the passing mf my grandma, Happy for her knowing she wasnt in any more pain, Guilt for not going down to Delta so she could snuggle Hadlie. I have thought alot about my grandma and I wanted to write down a few of my fave memories of her. I think my fave is Easter They would hide a bunch of money instead of eggs. We would puch and shove to see who could get the most! I think at most we got 25 to 30 dollars but you know me I am very competetive. I also remember when me my brother and sister went and spend a week or so in Delta with her and my gramps. We went swimming Camping Bowling one of the times when we were going into the bowling alley randomly Karl Malone was there and we got pictures and autographs. She wrote down all her funeral plans down and asked her grandkids to talk for a minute or so. I thousand memories were running through my mind but I just couldnt do it. I love my grandma and miss her very much I wish I could have just had one more day so she could snuggle Hadlie! When Had lie was in the hospital I had a hard time talking to anyone she wrote me cards all the time to tell me how much she loves me and missed me!! I am sorry I didnt make the short trip! I know we will spend lots more time in Delta. Love you and miss you!!!


Windy said...

oh I love love this post...I am so sorry for your loss Whitney...I am always at a loss for words in these types of situations. I know your Grandma knew you loved her. She is in a better place now and you will be reunited with her someday!!

JT, Carly, Boston, Jocelyn and Snuggles said...

Sweet post Whit. I don't know what to say except that I am so sorry.

Sandy said...

Whit, Grandma would not want you to be feeling bad about not coming down. You were being a mom and a good one. It's okay. Don't feel bad about not coming down. She loved you and was glad that Hadlie is okay. I love you and want you to know how much she loved all of you. Be Happy. She is!!!