Hadlie

So we are now 5 weeks old and in are first newborn outfit!!! I had to post pics cause she is so dang cute!!! Holden also started soccer this past weekend!! He was such a stud he listened so hard to his coach (Who also is his uncle Cort!) He did as good as all the 4 year olds on his team!! I forgot my camera but I promise I wont this weekend!!! I love my kiddos!!!

Holden and Hadlie

Everyone says they looks so much alike so I thought I would post pictures you tell me what you think???

My little miracle!!!

This pregnancy has been really hard for me!! Not just because I am awful at it!!! But very emotional! At 20 weeks they started telling me problems the baby is growing right, Her kidneys are large. It went on and on and it seemed every appointment they would add something on top of it!!! Then my blood pressure started to rise and they made me stay in the hospital it was so hard to be away from Holden I missed him every second!! Casey was great to bring him up to visit!! I finally talked the dr. in to letting me go home and go on bed rest and Casey's mom came out to help Thanks so much Dana!!! I managed with lots of help to keep her in for 2 weeks. I was so happy!!! Amazing she was born with not one problem!!! HEr kidneys are normal size and she is just perfect!!! NO nicu I am sogreatful I got to bring her home!!
This past 10 days watching my sweet little angel struggle with RSV has been the hardest thing I think I have ever done!!! I took her into her dr. everyday for a cold and Thursday the 25th just 2 weeks of her being born they rushed her in an ambulance up to Primarys. I know so many of you have been calling and I am so sorry I have been awful to report it was hard to talk because I was seeing no improvement!! For so long!! She was on a machine to help her breath till yesterday and now she is on oxygen and a humidifier!! I am so greatful for all your prayers for all your calls for all the help with Holden and Casey!! Feeding him has been so helpful!!! We got to leave the ICU yesterday and now we are in the infant unit at primarys but we both are doing good!!! Her spirit amazes me she is the BEST baby the only time I have heard a cry from her is when the suction her out!!! Very diffrent from Holden!!! I love her so much and am so thankful I get to be her mom!!! I am sorry for all the rambling I havent got much sleep!!! But know I am so greatful for everyones help!!!!

Casey and Holden!!!

I had to post these pics!! Casey all dressed up he was great and supportive he held my hand untill he felt light headed and had to walk out his tummy is so weak!!! But hey 3 trys for a HUGE shot in the back and he had to watch I think I would have struggled to!!! Thats right I had to get 3 of those dang shots in the back they didnt work and when they were finally done I was numb to my shoulders!!! I love remembering what happened no seizures!!! Yeah for me!!! The video is my fave of Holden he is such a great big brother!!! I love that he loves her so much!!!

new pics for the out of towners!!!!

So Hadlie is a week old and is so dang cute!!! I love her so much already!!! These are pics of her first bath at home!! Hadlie had to be put under the jaundice lights and as hard as it was not to hold her for 24 hours she is doing great!!! Holden loves her so much and is always wanting to hold her and kiss her!!! I love it I hope they are going to be best friends!!!! I put some way cute pics up of Holden! He cracks me up!! I love being a mom!!! I am cheezy but I love it!!!

Baby Hadlie!!!

So after being on bed rest for only 2 and a half weeks!! They had to take my little princess!!! I went to an appointment Thursday morning and my blood pressure was 160 over 112. They sent me down to labor and delivery which really isn't a big deal cause I was getting checked in every other day!! So much fun!! With in 10 min they decided they were taking the baby!! I couldn't get a hold of anyone which only made my blood pressure rise!! and sense we are down to one car I had to call and Casey a ride to the hospital. Thanks Erin!! It was very scary to deliver again at 35 weeks!! But she is just perfect!! She is very small at only 4 pds 2 ounces but hopefully she will start growing!!! I absolutely adore her!!! She is the best baby. I know I have only had her for 4 days!! But I cant get enough of her!!! Holden of course is the best big brother!! He wants to kiss her all the time and pet her head!!! I have missed him so much staying in the hospital and cant wait to take him to the park when I am healed a little bit!! As Carly put it I have the cutest kids!!!!

Saying goodbye!!!

So Holden had to say goodbye to one of his puppies!!! he did great until the people walked outside and the tears started coming!! It broke my heart so I started crying!! I started yelling at Casey to come upstairs and run to Target with us to calm Holden down and get him a bike!! I think he has me wrapped around his finger!! He has wanted one for awhile. He was so excited when we got home he started helping Casey put it together!!! Casey quickly realized that he wasn't the handy man type so he started telling me who to call in the neighborhood. Thankfully JT came over and saved the day!! Thanks so much J!!! He is so excited and hopefully forgot about his puppy!! The bad thing is we have one more!!